5 a.m. Hysteria

So its now a little after 5 a.m. And my daughter has calmed down but she is still having a hard time going back to sleep. She woke up about 10 minutes before 5 a.m. whining and I couldn't really understand what she was saying. (she is 2 yrs old) usually if she wakes up between 3 a.m. & now hubbs would be the one to get up with her. He would usually get her some milk and she'd go back to sleep. So this morning she was looking for daddy and he wasn't there. I felt so bad telling her that daddy isn't here. I couldn't imagine how it must be to be a single mother who has to explain to her children that their dad isn't there anymore or he's not coming back. It makes me miss Hubbs even more. She was a little warm and felt kind of feverish so I gave her some tylenol and her milk. Her little toes were cold so I did my best to warm them and now she is almost back to sleep.
On another note since I'm now very wide awake I will be spending the next hour trying to get back to sleep before the baby wakes up.

Morning! Hubbs is leaving town today. He's going for a photo shoot and some video work in North Carolina. I am going to miss him dearly even though its only for 3 days. Its going to be just me and the kids the whole weekend. I have to figure out something to keep them busy so they won't miss their father too much. We're on our way to the airport right now. (he's driving) The news says that this is one of the busiest weekends of the year with Sunday being the busiest day for out of towners going home and locals returning. Hubbs is coming home on Monday. I'm sooo exhausted from Thanksgiving and the day before. I did all of the cooking and prep by myself this year while Hubbs worked a double shift. (he helped here and there when he got home though. I snapped a couple of pictures of the drop off site at the terminal before I hugged and kissed my hubbs and was on my way back home with my children in tow for a long weekend...