Saturday, November 24, 2012

5 a.m. Hysteria

So its now a little after 5 a.m. And my daughter has calmed down but she is still having a hard time going back to sleep. She woke up about 10 minutes before 5 a.m. whining and I couldn't really understand what she was saying. (she is 2 yrs old) usually if she wakes up between 3 a.m. & now hubbs would be the one to get up with her. He would usually get her some milk and she'd go back to sleep. So this morning she was looking for daddy and he wasn't there. I felt so bad telling her that daddy isn't here. I couldn't imagine how it must be to be a single mother who has to explain to her children that their dad isn't there anymore or he's not coming back. It makes me miss Hubbs even more. She was a little warm and felt kind of feverish so I gave her some tylenol and her milk. Her little toes were cold so I did my best to warm them and now she is almost back to sleep.
On another note since I'm now very wide awake I will be spending the next hour trying to get back to sleep before the baby wakes up.